No, I never wanted to lead. I don’t have the right personality to lead, if I really had to I could lead but it would drain me and I wouldn’t be happy. I don’t like the idea of having followers and having to meet their expectations and I also don’t like the idea of being an influence over someone, I never felt comfortable with having someone do as I say or listening to my every word. I don’t have enough self-confidence to be comfortable with having followers. Leading is also a huge responsibility and I never felt ready or motivated to shoulder that responsibility. I guess I was never interested enough in it to make it seem worth it.

There are poeple who are born leaders and there are people who grow up to be ones. From my own perspective, I tend to be of the latter kind.

Growing up in a big city as a young individual, there were very little to none of chances of becoming a leader of something due to the seniority and ranks of others. After growing and educating myself as in teaching others now, I have became a leader of my own expertise area which I surround myself and my followers with.

To answer, have I ever wanted to lead? Yes.

Did it start at the very beggining? No.

Do I lead now? Yes.

When the situation comes when I'm sure I can lead to reach the goals, I will lead. I'm a type of person who can't sit still when I know I can do something. And for some events which I led, they were successful. I want to lead because I believe in me. I may not be the smartest or the richest woman, but I 'm confident with my skills and characters. In a situation where there is someone better than me offering to lead, I will happily step back and support him/her.

No, I never wanted to lead people. Until today, I'd rather just take the job for myself, and I'd rather just take responsibility for myself. When I was a child, I had a low self-esteem and I did not even think in the dream that I would be working on a managerial position, dealing with telephones, and dealing with people on a daily basis. However, life and experience have taught me a lot, and at the end I am very happy to have started working with people. There is nothing more instructive and interesting - just because every person is a completely different type, and it is very interesting to discover new people - their thinking, their habits, their ideas and trying to find a solution.

When I was younger, my goal was to lead at everything I was good at. I liked the feeling when people look up to you on the football field or in classroom because you got the answers right. As I got older I realized that leadership I liked as a kid was not for me anymore. I don't like the ''spotlight'', but I still believe that I can contribute to this society and to myself a great deal by just doing the best I can and set an example in the future for my potential children. In that way I could be their leader, and that's all that matters.